Monday, April 13, 2015

I am worth it!

I think its kind of funny that my last post was about Love and now I am writing about heartbreak. today I can say that I am thankful for my heartbreak.  Many of you know I had been dating a guy and it has been really hard the last few months.  Well he has chosen to go another direction.  First of all I want to say that I am truly happy for him.  I want the very best for him. I am grateful that he was placed in my life because I have learned so much.  I have nothing negative to say about him.  I can honestly say I have a very unconditional amazing love for him, and want nothing but good things to go his way.  However, that does not mean that it didn't break my heart and hurt more then I ever imagined that it would. 

Here are some of the things that I now know.  I know that I have a lot of love to give and that I will love again.  I am excited to move forward, I'm excited to love again, and I am excited for my new adventure.  I know that there will be more heartache.  I know that it will not always be easy, but I know that I am worth it!! I know that one day I will find that person that will love me and that will love my kids.  I know that loving me is not going to be easy I have a hard situation to understand and to comprehend.  But to someone I will be worth it!! I know now that I am worth it!!