There is just going to be some bad days!

It's days like today that I just want things to go back to the way they were 4 years ago. I want to go back to my home. I want Mark to get after the kids so I don't always have to be the bad guy. I want to go for a drive in the car with my best friend to just talk about nothing and everything. I want him to just lay with. To tell me we can make it. To tell me maybe I'm not the best mom, but that I am still a good one. Oh well, life gave me a different path. And tomorrow is a new day and new days aren't always bad days.